Sexual Attraction = wanting for a specific person.

Sexual Desire = wanting sexual gratification based on impersonal factors, such as a position or rank-based power imbalance, or based on a shared kink or fetish. In this case, a mix of the power imbalance, the age difference, and the (admittedly mild) corruption factor.

The latter is an abstract, impersonal form, juxtaposed to the personal and actualized version of the former.

I'm tempted to add the Sapiosexual tag to this based on how I naturally speak, but fear that may be slightly misleading. The Succubus tag is a bit misleading, too, but the turn of phrase stuck out to me, so it seemed tag-worthy.

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